Hello, I'm Mikayla. I would bow my head and shake your hand, but for obvious reasons I can't. This is my introduction to a place that I am going to post my dreams, other wise known as my stories. Just one shots. The rest can be found here. Of course, that's my Mibba. A place that I've come to know and love so much.

Anyways, my first post is going to be about something that is ticking in my brain at the moment. It's hitting a soft spot that should never have been touched by this person. She's someone that I've always confided in. Especially in these past few months. I've found that she's someone who I want to always have by my side. I don't mean the things I say sometimes. I think that it's all taken too personally. That's my fault though, I should stop being rude. I should be more aware of how my friends feel because they all act differently. They all have certian needs that I have to meet. I'm always trying to help. I don't want this to be happening. I don't need this at all. I need someone who can put their trust in me. I don't judge people and I'm terribly sorry if she feels that way but it's true, I don't want her to ever feel like that.

So at the moment, I'm feeling really hurt, I'm feeling really betrayed. Maybe it's time for a bit off. It's time for us to talk to others and spend less weekends together. Maybe it's just us figuring ourselves out. I think that we're going different ways. That's okay, just come back together soon, that's what we'll do. Just don't make this fall apart. For the sake of everything that we have, because it should never be what we had.

mikayla.

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